Life is an ass licker

finding myself partI

2005-01-29T02:01:00Z

I love guys....

Ok So everybody is at coffee house and I wish I could be there
But then again I am glad I am not because there is this certain somebody who is really annoying is there. I f you want to know who. JUst ask Michelle who she is mad at. HHehehehehe.........I know .

Ok I am trying to be a good person. I mean my goal in life is to get closer to God and everyday I feel like I am just getting farther away, I mean I tlk about people a lot and then I have the oddasity to smile in thier face. i mean yea

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2005-01-28T21:55:42Z

hey I am so upset at myself for not updating
so Nothing has been going bad but nothing is good either
I am at school every nighttil six and yeaa

OMG I am so happy Toddd tlk to chelsea and I have been trying to tip him off to go there and he did
all by himself. lol Jk anyways
I feel bad me and cory are not talking and I think we hate eachother and joey is grounded and I don't even tlk to him. And jeff and being a jerk cause he is one and yyea

SHIT!!!

2004-08-18T16:25:30Z

ok Wuz supp nothing exciting happen in my life. Besides I am still trying to finsih my homework. Boy oh boy so books are so Got Dawn borring I am deone with about two and Have around three more to go. Oh yea what are you guys screen names. \

I got to tlk to Eddie. He is in a band Called Ace High. He is so freaking cool and funny and sometimes he can be obnoxiuous and others he can be nice. I really wish I had a pic to bad we can never be together He isn't my type and I am not his type either. Shit He is so cute.

wwwwwwuuuuuuuuuzzzzzzzzzzzzzz sssssssssuuuuuuuppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-08-16T00:42:08Z

oh yea check out my Journal at XAnga.com My username is Hazelnut 07.

hazelnut03 @ 2004-08-15T20:29:00

2004-08-16T00:40:39Z

hey I know Iknow I haven't written in the longest time. Oh well I'll get over it

Well i lost weight my boobs got smaller like you guys really needed to know that.
let's see where oh to start.

Well.........three weeks ago I just got out of Summer school. I think it actually gave me brains hhehehehe. Joey has been a huge ass bitch all Summer and he really wants to get back with me. I ought to tell him to f*%# off but I am a christian Lady I'll find a better way to say it. Maybe Meaner.

Boys......... well I have actually been good this summer. I have to decided to give up all my whorish attributes and be good. Basically all of it makes me sick and I feel guilty when ever I think about my past mistakes. Once I threw up.

I feel Nervous and I guess 'Chipper' dunno what that means I just like the sound of it. Chipper, chipper.................chipper. YEA. I so not ready for Pic day I have no idea what to wear and I really don't want to meet the new girls. Sorry, I didn't really like this one she seemed so stuck up like a mucho macho burger or something.

I guess I miss my Paulies friends. You were all so cool and wonderful and boy crazy.

Sighs........................ TEARS.................Gooodbyyeee

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Ashley~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hazelnut03 @ 2004-05-21T17:38:00

2004-05-21T21:42:08Z

I am so freakin bored everybody left and I have nothing to do. Only one of my friends are here but she is ignoring me like anything. Oh well she thinks I am weird anyway.

So Emily Gary Jiessy? Will and Kathleen left an hour ago and I found out that I would Mary Will and have to kids and live and a shack we played Mash it was so much fun even through I told him we would get a divorce in 2 yrs

I got the blues

2004-05-19T15:18:52Z

Okay Sry I haven't updated in a while. And I deleted all the good journal entries but I rly Need to vent. Okay so Me and Joey are not friends at all. In fact he wants his ex g friend to beat me up and he tlks all this shit about me and I feel rly hurt cause I thought we loved eachother. I am so glad I said no and ended it I know he was upset because not even a week has past and I'm hearing all this stuff about how I begged and how I was a vampire? I mean the whole thing was a huge mistake and I probably won't do that again until I feel ready because I knew I wasn't ready to that even it was just kissing. I must admit the begging part of the story is a huge total lie. He was totally begging me to do things and I said no not him me. I know I am writing this a little late and I am suppose to be studing for bio and my sis or my mom moght read this but I rly don't care I mean its not like I had sex. All I did was give a boy that I have known for 3+ yrs, whose is also the first boy I ever fell for and told me he loved me) Two little hickies. I mean call the cops call 911 Ashley has created a treible sin. All Ashley has to say is that she can't and won't regret it beacuse she thought she loved him and she is going to have to live with that memory 4 eva.

it is jus a dumb bracelet

2004-05-06T13:41:47Z

okay I think they should make a law saying how long your allowed to be ditsy. I swear On my life that all the girls in my dance class were obsessing about some dumb bracelet. I mean get over it. It is jus a dumb bracelet not anything special I mean I know last yea ppl at my ol school were obsessed about this sliver bracelet but it made noise and it wasn't pink. The guys in my class are all stupid. I mean if you think Alex wells is stupid they compared to them she is a super genious.

Oh yea I thought the worst happened to me but it all P.M.S.

hazelnut03 @ 2004-04-30T19:22:00

2004-05-01T00:34:21Z

Mu audition was horrible and my mom is definetely has p.m.s because she didn't even say I bet you did a good job. In fact she didn't even say one word that was posittive. She said that I should've done a definerent song and that I most likely sounded horrible. Shw was such a but head and To top that of Mr. Briante didn't even say anything that was positive the only thing I have right no faith right now of me getting now saying that I made the play All I have is a tiny wincy bit of hope because of God and Jeff. He was actually nice to me today. Anyways I am grounded again for the same reason as before. I don't really care. I really just want to stay on the net and eat Gummi bears. I feel really bad because yesterday My mom said I sounded even worse plus she been yelling at me and critiquing me without stoping for a 10 second breath I dont't know what is wrong she never deos this at al. My sister has been reading my journal so I might just write at home.

my wierdest dream ever

2004-04-29T14:08:02Z

well being bored and shit isn't all that bad I am slowly learning how to set my vcr while eating gummy bears. Yester day my history was do and I bull shited my way through most of it. Lindsay is sitting next to me and she just me her weird dream.
It was about this middle schooler in her Japonasie class and he was shiped off to fight in the war.
My dream, on the other hand was really really weird. you see this evil sprit person took over my body and kicked me out. And I was like a silicone boob or in other words a really large peice of jelly. The guy was really mean he hit my mom and then she kicked him and my body out of the house. so it went to live with joey and they had sex and my body lost it on a tree and then Joey was like wait this isn't Ashley you are a fake. And then my body and it hit him in the place where the sun deosn't shine. next Somebdy put me(the jelly) in a cup in the sink and then threw me into the laundry shoot where I found more jellies. they were all different colors red blue and even green. we formuated a plan next time the mean person comes down to take his next victim's body we will jump him and make him powerless. when he did he looked like a huge jelly fish with tentacles coming out from all sides. we grabed his tentacles except for one and he stung us with it. well we didn't give up we over powered him and he turned out to be a real fat red head. And me and the others got our bodies back.

I know really bazzare dream but when you think about it I am a really bazzare person.

this is for Laxchick223

2004-04-28T01:04:42Z

Man That sucks and no it is not pathetic because I would cry if I was you too. MAYBE YOU SHOULD GET SOME ICE CREAM. That might cheer you up.

Put a smile on your face and make the world a better place

did I make it?

2004-04-28T00:54:31Z

okay i just had an interview that I was almost two hours late for. I really don't think I am going to make it. I mean I feel like I will and I know I qualify ,but I have my doubts. And if I wouldn't have seen Joey this morning then I know for a fact that i would've done extremely poorly ,but thank God I tried my hardest and that is what counts.
Oh yea Today I took a sex test man isn't that funny It says I am sure the heel not ready to have sex. big whoopi freakin' due.
you know what Scooby Doo is soo cool i mean wow!

this is for layne

2004-04-27T01:43:48Z

maybe try
cerca_de_ti
It means closer to you
Or maybe
Shitfucker

welcome to the hotel de california

2004-04-27T01:39:35Z

welcome to the hotel de california
anytime of year you can find it here

Oh yea, I am page 5 on my report I am so happy. lol.
Guess what my mom did she scelduled me an interview that might determine my future.
argh.:( I dunno what to do I really need to scream or something b4 I go cause I am not the that wants to meet new people but she said if I do well they give me free money so I am up for the task.:? I think
anyways back to that paper

* YOUR MY GURL PEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
I know I speeled my mood wrong

its like ice cream

2004-04-27T00:15:07Z

okay boys are so ice cream man! lol
you see ice cream like boys have so many flavors. like my favorite currently is mint chocolate chip and joey. who knows next week it might chocolate chip cookie dough and!@$%$. even through it is very likely that they won't chenge because I love Joey and mint chocolate chip ice cream. they are both very delicious. not that i would know what joey taste like:>
Any ways I am suppose to be working on my history paper that was suppose to be due today.

perri this one is 4 you

2004-04-26T01:09:03Z

hey perri all I know is that you are right about everything you are funny smart pretty and definetely above all fun to be around. It wasn't until this year I found out guys actually think I am cute. Maybe no there is definetely someone out there that loves you for you and likes you and you like them back. Just wait that is all I can say and in the mean time jus know Life is an ass licker

hazelnut03 @ 2004-04-25T20:52:00

2004-04-26T00:58:09Z

okay it is safe to say I am about to come on my period. I kow you don't want to know this but I am very emotional during this time. I think honestly my last no I take that back all my journal entries reflect why I am not allowed to date. yea.
did I forget to tell you I am grounded yea yesterday today and next friday and E.J and me are totally iight I mean he couldn't go skating because he couldn't get a ride. so you already know the rest of the story. And I beg of everybody who reads my journal. when I talk about Joey plaese don't comment it makes me pisyt off and sad. I believe I can make things better with Joey because I think and know he deserves better then me. I know alot of people would think other wise but he tells me he loves me everyday and I know he tries to treat me the best way possible and all I do is treat him like shit I am sooo.............. content with knowing he deserves better and more then what I can give him.

* I am so neverous for my audition for in the woods

what is love

2004-04-22T01:27:20Z

Okay i really don't know what love is. It pisses me off. I watch televisoin and these ideals of love and they all sy the first time you meet that oh so special person you have the time of your life and you never want to let go of the moment. I am currentl watching this couple who have been togehter for like 35 years and they then decide to get a divorce. It is so sad but they do eventually decide to stay together. Oh yea I was talking to Ocaen and we both agree lesis' are iight.

Arkward

2004-04-20T18:16:41Z

okay awkward moments we all hete them. without a single doubt in our minds. Well when you are the only person of your race in classroom of 20 students and they are talking about your history and making fun of it what should you do. I say stand there and act like you are unfazed because all eyes on on you

bored and excited

2004-04-20T11:58:07Z

Hey guess what I saw Marcus the day b4 yesterday sry I didn't tell you he is like the only boy I really like. or at least think i like.
Okay if you have been to my school you know that there are no attractive guys in my guys but I think there are like five.
I can't name them because ppl might think I really like them becasue I really don't i JUst find them attractive.
and another thing Ian is so cute and he talk to me for like an hour yesterday

hey wuz sup

2004-04-15T11:38:09Z

hey wuz supp I am bored and nothing is happening right now. In about 30 minuetes though I want to run for Green team rep because i love the green I really want to win so bad. Even if I don't win i would participate in green events.

feel like it

2004-04-14T11:57:57Z

okay when you think about do you really want a relationship with a guy that might and definetely has the potential to break your heart. I mean yea.
anyways WUZ SUP,
leah and layne are sitting next to me. Do you want journal who leah likes. then IM this Leahbobea3.
I am so weird I just petted anna's hair. She is really annoyed with me because i can't spell for beans. I have a Math test today in like AN HOUR. I am so happy because I actually did my damn homework so I know it. YEAH YES MAN.
I really like IAN

i really don't know a good title for it

2004-04-13T19:42:21Z

jus read what I wrote and I forgot the most important rreason why i thought me and Joey coudn't be togehter i though i was going to move and now it turns out it was all a false alarm. I guess it was for the best because when i went skating on Friday I had way to many boys that was trying to get with me and I think I am suppose to call 4 out of the 6 today but I decided I only like Joey E.J Marcel Joey Joey Joey um......Marcus and um... oh yea joey. patheic i know but that is why i am such a confusing person.

hazelnut03 @ 2004-04-08T17:47:00

2004-04-08T21:50:10Z

Oh yea My mood is sour right now because I jus found out MK talks all this shit about me and if she reads this I really want to say this really mean thing about her and Grham and I will.
The reason why he probably stop liking her and started hating her is because she likes to run her fucking don't have to talk mouths about ppl who don't talk shit about her.

* I HAD ALOT OF TYPE OHS

has she ever heard the word "clingy"

2004-04-08T14:16:22Z

Okay now I am in study hall and I really like her but oh my Godness has that gurl ever heard of space.
Yesterday she ask me if I wanted to be her quote on quote "best best bestest friend" I mean i wound've said yes but her last best friend she got annoyed with and stop wanting to be her friend. To be honest i don't think she knows the meaning of the words best friend.
Besides you can't ask someone if the wat to be your best friend. I really like her ,but I am way to selfish to "her" best best bestest Friend.
Oh yea now she won't leave me alone when we have classes together. Argh

* P.S I DON'T THINK SHE IS A BITCH i JUS WANT HER OUT OF MY WAY